For the SPN ask thingy, 4 and 24 please!


4: Normally, the answer to this would have been Meg, but I talked about her in another ask, so I’ll go with someone else. Azazel. Because I’m so obsessed with s2 and Sam’s arc, I find myself invested in many of the side characters involved. Azazel was a guy I loved to hate. Wonderful bad guy. Oh oh oh!!! But then there’s Abaddon. God, I’m so into her. No hate for her at all, only love. Remember when she threatened to peel off Dean’s anti possession tattoo? Remember when she had him on his knees? She left such an impression on me. A lot of “bad guys” aren’t all that memorable. Imo, she is.  

24: I’d tell Sam he’s not a monster. You know how he’s into giving characters speeches/pep talks like “it doesn’t matter what you are. It only matters what you do. It’s your choice”? I think he says that stuff for himself, not just them. Because if he believes some people can’t be saved, maybe he’s on that list too. So I’d want to remind him he’s so much better than he thinks.

I’d tell Cas he deserves to be happy. Whether that happiness involves the Winchesters or not, I don’t care. I just want him to be okay. He’s got so much fucking heart (Jack too, no surprise), it’s hard not to be protective of him.

I’d tell Dean (all of the boys, Jack included, actually) that I hope he opens up to the possibility of therapy someday. Beneath the anger and rage is fear and pain. Sam’s not the only one with trauma – Dean’s got it too. And in order to become a healthier, happier person… it might be good for him to do a deep dive on that trauma, his feelings, his behavior, all of it.

Thank you!!

I do like a lot of characters just for the way they influence or play off the main characters, and Azazel was a good one for that!

But oh Abaddon. DAMN she kills me. *drools* If she was real and I was fairly certain she wouldn’t kill me, I’d totally want her to domme the hell outta me.

For 24, I wish I could put you in the show. Everybody needs some comfort, and it sounds like you’d be a good person for that.

Thanks for answering 🙂

Online it’s like 😗😃 but in person I feel like it would be more like 😓🤤😲

Awww! *snuggles you again*

I’ve been told by MANY people I look intimidating (resting intimidation/intense face?), but once I start talking people realize I’m not scary.

Until they get to know me better and realize I’m aggressive and REALLY sarcastic but I hold it back for people I like, and then they think I’m adorable 😀

Anybody that thinks I’m stupid or a jerk? It’s because they’re a shitty human, and I don’t think you’re a shitty human, so 😛

Intimidation Meme


Sometimes it’s difficult for people to seek contact with each other because they can feel intimidated by others. Using this meme, you can send the symbols to my askbox that represent to you how intimidating I am to you. This way, it could be more clear to both sides how things are based on these feelings.

😀 – I’m not afraid of reaching out to you.
😃 – To me, you are easy to approach.
😊 – I think you are a really friendly person.
😶 – I’m not sure if I can reach out to you.
😐 – You seem a little distant from others.
😓 – I feel like you would not really like me.
😲 – I’m afraid of reaching out to you.
😟 – I wish I had the courage to start talking to you.
😥 – I am very intimidated by you. I wish it wasn’t that way, because you seem cool.
😫 – I admire you from the sidelines because you seem cool and I’m just a dork.
😧 – Senpai, notice me????
😦 – I feel really insecure when I want to reach out to you.
😨 – You intimidate me….a whole damn lot.
😭 – I wish I could be your friend but to me, you are so hard to reach out to.
😱 – I am so incredibly intimidated by you, it even makes me a little anxious sometimes.

24 and 35? :) (if you haven’t answered them yet!)

what color socks are you wearing?

I’m not wearing any at the moment, but most of the time I wear black socks. They’re very comfy 😀

do you read a lot? whats your favorite book?

I do. I used to read a lot more professionally published books before I found fanfic, but since finding fanfic that’s dropped off significantly.

When I found a writer I liked, I’d read everything they had. Stephen King and Michael Crichton are at the top of the list, and I also really loved The Hardy Boys series when I was a kid. I didn’t realize what I was doing as a kid, but I was writing fanfic of The Hardy Boys in my head all the time in between books 😀

Nightmares and Dreamscapes (the collection of short stories) by Stephen King is one of my favorites, as is Sphere by Michael Crichton. The Bunnicula series by James Howe is still sitting on my desk. I think I’ve read all The Cat Who books by Lilian Jackson Braun.

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31 & 32 😊

31. Favorite actor?
It’s hard for me to choose, but I’m gonna have to say overall James Spader just really does it for me. The difference in him between Stargate and The Blacklist just blows me away and screams talent.

32. Favorite actress?
Again, hard to choose, but Frances Conroy really blew me away with Six Feet Under and her roles on American Horror Story. Very impressive and also hot in a strange way 😀

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